Selasa, 11 Agustus 2009
hanya mencoba...
Trying to always be happy
Ketika sendiri mulai merasa sepi
Minggu, 09 Agustus 2009
aku ingin
Jumat, 07 Agustus 2009
my description..maybe..
There are 13 letters in your name.
Those 13 letters total to 62
There are 6 vowels and 7 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:Spanish Female Pretty. Latin Female Beautiful. German Female Snake. Lime tree; linden tree. Can also be a diminutive of any name ending in -linda. English Female Lime tree; linden tree.
Your number is: 8
The characteristics of #8 are: Practical endeavors, status oriented, power-seeking, high-material goals.
The expression or destiny for #8:
Your Expression is represented by the number 8. The 8 Expression is well-equipped in a managerial sense. You have outstanding organizational and administrative capabilities. You have the potential for considerable achievement in business or other powerful positions. You can expect to receive the financial and material rewards. You have the skill and abilities to establish or operate a business with great efficiency. You have good judgment when it comes to money and commercial matters, and you understand how to build and accumulate material wealth. Much of your success (or lack of it) may come due to your ability (or inability) to judge character. With the number 8 Expression, you exercise sound judgment in most of your affairs; you are realistic and practical in your approach to business matters.
The positive 8 Expression produces individuals that are very ambitious and goal-oriented. If the 8 energy is not in excess in your makeup, you will no doubt express these traits to some extent. No one has any more energy that a person with the 8 Expression who has a plan laid and is starting to work. No one has any more self-confidence, either. If you are expressing the positive qualities of 8, you are an outstanding manager because you can plan, initiate, and complete projects; you are very dependable and determined.
As it always happens, there can be too much of a good thing. If you have too much of the 8 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes. A negative 8 can be very rigid and stubborn. Ambition sometimes has a way of becoming over-ambition, and you may express an unreasonable impatience with the lack of progress. If your negative side is showing, you may be too exacting, both of yourself and of others. Sometimes this can even becomes a case of intolerance.
The number 8 is very materialistic and also very desirous of status and power. Neither of these drives are inherently negative unless they are taken to an extreme. You must avoid the tendency to strain after money, material matters, status, or power, to the detriment of the other important factors in your life.
Your Soul Urge number is: 8
A Soul Urge number of 8 means:
With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.
Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.
The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.
Your Inner Dream number is: 9
An Inner Dream number of 9 means:
You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and want to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.
tak mudah
sendiri menghadapi apapun yang terjadi
aku pikir aku sudah cukup mampu
tapi ternyata sedikit salah
semua yang ingin aku ungkapkan, terhambat
semua yang ingin aku lakukan, hanya tertanam
tak bisa terlaksana
hanya Tuhan yang aku andalkan
untuk membantu beratnya semua ini
hanya angin yang menemaniku
hanya sujud yang menjadi pelarian
setidaknya aku tau apa yang harus aku lakukan esok hari
setidaknya aku mengerti,
semua yang aku jalani, adalah yang aku pilih!!!
dari hati... untuk diri sendiri..
cerita
tanpa permasalahan hidup yang berat
menganggap semuanya mudah
dan murah untuk digapai
semua dapat memberikan apapun yang aku mau
APAPUN!!
kadang merasa bersalah meninggalkan mereka
dan tak bisa mewujudkan mimpi
tapi ini hidupku,
tak seberapa dewasa aku menjalani ini semua
aku hanya ingin merasakan apa yang ingin aku rasakan
dulu,
ketika semua vonis jatuh
aku hanya bisa diam
tanpa reaksi apapun
karna aku tak dapat menyela dan melakukan apapun
tapi saat vonis itu gagal terbukti
aku mampu berdiri
melawan apa yang ada di hadapku
aku berani memutar arah
mencoba membuktikan kepada semua
aku masih hidup
tak ada lagi ancaman yang buatku lemah
aku lahir hanya untuk mengucap kata maaf dan terima kasih
dan mati tak akan meninggalkan apapun
kecuali suatu kenangan
bahwa aku pernah memiliki orang tua terbaik
saudara terbaik
dan teman terbaik yang ada dalam hidupku
dan beruntungnya aku
aku sangat menyayangi mereka
terlepas dari mereka menyayangi aku ataupun tidak
yang pasti aku hanya bisa
BERUSAHA MEMBERIKAN YANG TERBAIK
:)
intuisi
mampu memilah antara benar dan salah
mampu memilih mana yang sesuai dgn isi pikirku
masih berasio normal dengan kekuatan otakku
ikuti saja apa kata hati,
maka kau akan menemukan jawaban pasti
bukan saat itu juga
tapi saat kau terjaga
dan baru akan menyadari,
hati lah jawaban dari semua persoalan
serahkan saja semua padanya :)
(especially for my brother, Anji Drive...
ikuti kata hatimu, kau akan menemukan sesuatu!!)